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I recently had an experience that caught me off guard, but it made me wonder...

As a Pisces, I tend to "dream" a lot. I am stuck in an "UN"Real World, more often then not. I want things to be good. I want people to be happy. I want things to be "perfect".

As I come back to reality, I realize that things aren't always the way I want them. We've all gone through some things in life that have tramatized us (i.e. the death of a family member, bullying by peers, etc.). Recently, I was involved in a situation that really made me think (again)!

Growing up, I was always teased because I was "black" or because I had a big butt (which I no longer have), or because I was too big. It definitely has stuck with me over the years.

These words that I speak of, the torment that I experienced, would make me feel less of a child, and would be carried on for life. Now, as an adult, I still consider the words to be true, although some around me, may see differently.

As mentioned before, I like to make people happy. I love to harrass men. I was actually selected as a nominee for the Senior Superlative "Most Likely To Go To Jail For Sexual Harrassment On A Man". Well, the other day, I, by definition to some people, was harrassed. A select group of friends were highly offended, and wanted to whoop some ass, but for me, it wasn't that serious.

There are some things you expect from people. If it had been random guy off the streets, a shuttle driver, or even a distant relative, all hell would have broke loose! What occurred wasn't appropriate because of where it happened. I handled the situation the best I could, because of the location, and tried to talk to the person, but was unsuccessful. However, the little time that I did get to talk to the person, I did recieve an apologize for the action. Now, I am not saying that I wanted what happened, but because of "who" this individual is, it was one of those things you hear about, and you are like, "Oh, that's not surprising!"

I joke with my friends that if it had been BD#1 or Alumni #3036, some people would be scarred for life. If the scenario had been in a corporate setting, or even at a club with Big Brother Feel 'Em Up, I would be in jail. What's the point of all of this, ????!!!!

I feel like.............