If that were my chop...
Men are like a piece of meat. Sometimes they can be tough, but if you marinate it long enough, it will be really tender.
The best way to serve it....to a dog who hasn't eaten in 3 days!
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Phobia
Let me just jump right into it! I think I might have social phobia! I like being around people and all, but I really have a fear that they are going to judge me or talk bad about me...I have a hard time doing speeches, even after the fact. Even if I get praised for my performance, I'm still shaking. If i go out with friends, I'm always wanting to make sure I don't over/underdress, because although I may get complimented on my 'fit, too much attention bothers me. I know I can be an outgoing person, and I am around people I'm comfortable with, but instead, I keep to myself.
To me, that would explain everything, as to why I don't like doing certain things by myself or when I'm in a room of strangers, I freak out and sit all the way in the back or off to the side. It makes me feel like no one can see me. Sometimes when I am doing a presentation for a client, I forget what I am saying, although I know the material like the back of my hand. I don't know. I am hoping that by me getting more involved with these organizations I am joining, and even stepping into some of these new HOMES (churches), I will become more comforatable with my environment.
Now that I think about it....it's all connected.
Socially speaking, I just don't have it...
Let me just jump right into it! I think I might have social phobia! I like being around people and all, but I really have a fear that they are going to judge me or talk bad about me...I have a hard time doing speeches, even after the fact. Even if I get praised for my performance, I'm still shaking. If i go out with friends, I'm always wanting to make sure I don't over/underdress, because although I may get complimented on my 'fit, too much attention bothers me. I know I can be an outgoing person, and I am around people I'm comfortable with, but instead, I keep to myself.
To me, that would explain everything, as to why I don't like doing certain things by myself or when I'm in a room of strangers, I freak out and sit all the way in the back or off to the side. It makes me feel like no one can see me. Sometimes when I am doing a presentation for a client, I forget what I am saying, although I know the material like the back of my hand. I don't know. I am hoping that by me getting more involved with these organizations I am joining, and even stepping into some of these new HOMES (churches), I will become more comforatable with my environment.
Now that I think about it....it's all connected.
Sunday, October 01, 2006
Segregation
separation, isolation, exclusion, setting apart, seclusion, discrimination...
I've always known that I was an exclusion...I've always had a separation from the "outside" world so to speak. I've felt secluded and still do. Discriminated; well, that's another issue.
To keep this short and simple: I DON'T OWE YOU SHIT! CHILDREN ARE LIFELONG COMMITMENTS!
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