Staying Positive

I miss him more than he'll ever know. I wish I could say what I was feeling with the right emotion, at the right time, but then, it wouldn't have the same passion behind it. I am still dealing with this big change and praying that things do not negatively effect the outcome of the rest of our lives; whether together or apart.

I am doing my best to stay positive, as is he. I think he more than me. Everything will work out. I just wish he understood and knew the amount of work being put in.

We are both working on more patience...I thought I had it all already, though.

I Can't Go On...

Just when I believe that I have an understanding of someone or something, the floor falls from up under my feet. I have not had a chance to really process the gazillion feelings running through me...

I guess the person(s) who I felt, at some point, I could talk to about various matters, really aren't the best fit. My heart is still heavy and I am exhausted.

I will continue to pray that revelation and clarity come from it all. I want the best, I just wish I felt it being reciprocated...