1 Year Strong

As of December 18...

I was going to post a one year anniversary post, but honestly, so much is going on right now, that I don't feel up to it. I am very much overwhelmed by the things going on in my life. So much to the point it's as if I didn't have a need to vent or post anything.

I know I'm a little early and something may come up that I want to vent about, but...I'll just have to catch you up in January. Feel free to roam through archives and tell me what you think. What should I improve or take away. What are your likes and dislikes.

Have a wonderful holiday season and Happy New Year!

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Patience

Something I have a lot of...

So I'm ready to get into the business! I want it so bad now, more than ever, I think. I had a dream about it last night, and quite frankly, I was jealous of the individual that was in the dream with me, because she was involved (but working toward the ultimate goal), but she didn't have any rank. As a matter of fact, I don't even know how I ended up at there. But the point of the matter is, it was a random ass dream!

I'm just stuck as to what to do. I never had the chance to grow before. Now that I'm involving myself in a lot of different things, becoming exposed, I'm hoping that it will all take me somewhere, and in the end, put me at my ultimate goal. Ms. T doesn't want much, but honestly, I'm tired of listening to everyone else. I'm tired of guessing. Let's just DO and see what happens. In my mind, the worse that can happen is "Who is this chick?!"

Do It For Them

Ms. T love the kids...

Life is rough. I know that your cards are dealt to you and you play the game the way it's dealt. Not only that, you never know what will happen tomorrow. Life is not in our hands....it's all already been laid out.

As much, or as little you may know, my family is like any other family. Yelling, frustration, happiness, ups, downs, etc. After today, I hadn't understood why I had not thought about marriage or children, but I do now. I wouldn't want to put my children through what I am going through now. I would have to listen to EVERYTHING they said, whether they were wrong or right. If they could had an idea, I would take it in, even if it's not a good one. If they worked in education and I didn't know how to read or write, I would want them to teach me, regardless of age.

Do understand, for those of you who have been blessed to have children, PLEASE, coming from someone who has been independent since she was old enough to understand the English language, never doubt your children. Always listen. They sometimes have more knowledge in an area than you. They sometimes think of things that you don't. They sometimes want you to be involved, even when you want to do what you want to do. Don't be an ass to you kids!

You Are 45% Ready for Marriage

You aren't quite ready for marriage, but you're getting close. You still have a few relationship issues to work out - whether it's with your current partner or someone new.

Are You Ready for Marriage?