Boo Bitch Bye!

...Is all that called for...

As you enter the store, something sloppy walks in with you. I'm not the type of person to judge other people, but when you're loud and just extraordinarily EXTRA, then, I have that option to form a very quick opinion on you! The convo goes as follows:

Slopped Out: "I have a return. Imma be back Friday when my boyfriend get his check this weekend! *at the time, that made sense, but if the first is on Sunday, then 'he' won't receive it until Saturday. The mail runs then too, ya know!*
You: "How's work?"
Me: "Good. *turns back to customer* Do you have your receipt?"
SO: "No."
Me: "I will have to put your balance on a gift card."
SO: "What?"
Me: "I will have to put it on a gift card."
SO: "What?!"
You: "A gift card..."
SO: "Oh, ion want no gift card. The other lady saw me, when I purchased it..."
Me: *blank stare*
SO: "I really don't want a gift card..." *shuffles through purse* There's no way for you to look it up?"
Me: *shakes head*
SO: "I guess. I'll take the gift card then."

You fill out the info, and I wish you a lovely day, as you the same.

Now, if it weren't for the really nice guy that washes our store windows twice a month, I think I would have flat out nutted up on SO...she just woke her ass up and said SO what!

What pissed me off about this, is that you brought this young lady up there in order for yourself to see me. I felt like she was trying to show her ass as if it were going to make me act out with her. The difference between me and this bitch is that I will show my ass, when you least expect it. And when I do, guaranteed, you will Harlem Shake! I don't play no BS, and by you knowing that, you left the store, when she attempted to make a scene. Not only did you mess up our Conversions by walking your 'I don't give a fuck' behind in and out twice, you ain't bout shit. And it was very apparent based on your behavior as well as hers. Maybe, when you told her that I was your ex, you should have also informed her that I don't have it allo, and Freddie is always a hands reach away.

I have a lot of emotions running through me. From work, to friends, associates, coworkers, family, finances, etc. I don't have time to whoop your ass, get fired and still smile the next day, after I put a restraining order on the both of you (you being an accessory). As I told Window Boy, "I was about to hit folk." He so friendly (I think he be flirtin'). Anyway, I really don't like dramatical people. It's fake. In my former life, I was a male actor. So I know how to play the role, not only well, but be able to put on many faces, and you are looking at me like, "What is she going to be today?" I'm a Pisces. I'm emotional and I can exprience various emotions in minutes. Don't do me boo! I'm that type, as you talk shit through the phone or other people, I show up like, "Did you need something?" I'm the type to let you waste all your air yappin' off at the mouth, and just drop kick you in your throat, "Can you breathe?" I'm the type, I will hurt you, and then call the police and dare them to arrest me...Not when I feared for my life!

Don't do me. Boo, Bitch! BYE!

Overdue

Between my business and personal life, the two have somehow merged and have become overwhelming.

As I sit with my headphones playing the eclectic sounds of some of my favorite tracks, I thought it would be the best time to clear my mind!

Work:
Has changed drastically! Just a few months ago, I was being praised for my position and the possibility of advancing looked GREAT! Today, not so much! I've been quoted as 'not goal driven' when it comes to sales. I find that impossible to be said, based on the few visits given by our DM, AND that of someone who works within, who seemingly makes it seem as if she's the only person doing her job. When in fact, she's the laziest, and always has shit to say about what someone isn't doing! And when someone goes in on her, she gets offended and can't handle the truth, wants to cry to her indirect boss, and then...

There's my immediate boss! Love her to death! Without her giving me a call about an opening, there's no telling where I'd be right now! The problem with her, she's a Leo. I'm not going to go in detail about what I mean or how it relates to Pisces, but quite frankly, they talk a good game and settle without fight!

These two individuals butt heads often, in part to the whining coworker, who always has something to say, but when questioned, 'oh I was just joking'. Now, there are things going on with our indirect boss, stepping all out of line. If you want to be a manager, please inform the necessary people and they can act accordingly! I need you to not overstep your boundary and try to run a store because of Tantrum (that's going to be her new name).

I'm at the point now, where I realize my time is coming to an end! I can go into details about why, who and when, but I'm typing via BlackBerry. I just don't have the energy to type a 44-page essay on chain of command and staying in your lane!

Personal:
Hmmm...rollercoaster of emotions have cycled. I think because I get bored easily (my coworker says it's OCD) I'm ready to step into newer things! I've learned how to let go! I've learned how to cut certain emotions off for certain scenarios and people for that matter!

As much as I love the people in my life, I must move on! I have new ventures to try! I have new people to do (yeah I said it)! I have new feelings to experience! Right now, things are patchy and I am unsure! It can only get worse! I'm preparing myself for it now.

My life has to be in order and hanging on to some people and things keeps me from advancing! Once everything starts to play out, I should be good to go! It starts with me!

So with all the drama at work, and the changes being made in my personal life, I can say...it's well overdue!