Wednesday, March 31, 2010

On My Time...
...never when you're ready...

Lately, I've been reading a lot of horoscopes for myself as well as my coworkers and friends. Yesterday, a lot of things fell into perspective. I became inspired, and my high hasn't come down.

After having various conversations over the last few months, a lot of things have crossed my mind. Some questions or concerns I had, have been resolved. Currently, I am waiting on a life changing moment to occur; one in which will give me a bigger boost than the one I've already received, months ago.

See, as I learn more about myself on a daily basis, I've actually made a plan that I didn't know I had put together. It's not down on paper, but I'm following it. It may not be in the order that someone else would take, but in the long run, when I look back on it all, I was on time.

I think we get so caught up in "IF I WOULD HAVE" that we never do with "I HAVE DONE THIS...NOW WHAT". I also think that when people look at me and my credentals, they believe that I should be doing something other than what I am. That may apply to you and your life, but it doesn't apply to mine. I've gained a better understanding as to why I do things, and I can say that it can be altered, but not changed completely.

I'm always feeling misunderstood and misinterpreted. Many people don't get me. I appreciate those that take the time to understand that, but it's very difficult to understand who I am completely. Each person that is close to me, from the people I went to school with, to the ones that have had minimal encounters with, will never say the same thing if asked, "So tell me about Ms. T!" I'm just that perplexing.