Stop Acting Like A...GIRL!

This applies to any and all fans (of any one person)...Boy friends or former "Boy"friends

From what I can recall about my life, I have always been "cool". I hung out with the cool and I spoke to (what was considered) the not-so-cool. I never considered myself to be among one of the popular people, just memorable.

Most of my closest friends are female, however, a lot of my homies are guys, and they would do anything for me. For a long time, I've always questioned why this was.

Just recently, like around 3 am, I decided....and I never thought I would say this, but...STOP ACTING LIKE A GIRL! You a grown ass man! Don't go chasing me like I'm a fi ass dude, from the 'A', riding in a Caprice on 27's with the 808 blasting, and you some groupie that just can't get enough! We, as a unit, never did anything that (in my mind) was spectacular enough for you to be holding on to me like a baby koala holds on to momma!

Don't be hurt now, cause Model-esque Malinda decided to move on to something else, becasue you were just her play toy. Or, after all these years, you called me out while you were being pleasured by Trashy Tina. Don't worry. We all go through that stage in life, where we don't listen, and we do what we want to do.

Trust me, I appreciate the compliments, but...they're not the type that I want to hear. My emotions are mixed, partly because when I was feeling you, you weren't feeling me. Or, you did some real dirty shit that cut through me. Maybe it's because I continued to be around, and you were not expecting that? Maybe it's because Plan B fell through and Plan C is to go and do Plan A again?

Honestly, how I felt for you once upon a time, is not as strong as it once was. It happens! You haven't even attempted to try something else...and your perception of TIME, sucks! Being apart for awhile (whether it be 3 minutes or 3 years) is a good thing (although again, in my mind) there wasn't time for us to be together, so there shouldn't be any "I MISS YOU's"!

I could understand if I were not communicating and I were bitter with you up to the Heavens above. However, that is not the case. Whenever you call, text, IM, email (which is never) or send a friend, I still talk to you. It is sometimes better to be friends than lovers...Regardless of how every time you hear the song, Lovers and Friends, you think of me. Just think about how every time you're feeling the song, it gets you in the mood, and then.....Lil' Jon comes on. How you feel when you hear his voice...that's how I feel when you keep grilling me. I understood the first time when you told me how you felt and I will eventually need to be reminded...but do it sparingly.

This applies to any and all fans (of any one person)...Boy friends or former "Boy"friends.