For Once In My Life...

I believe that everything will be okay...

Although I have yet to really get my feet wet at my job, I honestly feel like I will be okay. It's been kinda rough right now becasue my boss' daughter is sick and so he hasn't been able to teach me the ropes the way he had planned. I'm okay with that, because I am running into questions as I try to calculate things on my own.

I was thinking about how people come and go in your life. I have officially given up on some people. I don't call them anymore (or attempt to) either because their phone is off or they just don't return my calls. I feel like there are times when you have to move on and now is that time for me.

I am also going to try to do better for myself. Most people start something new to try to stop something they no longer want to do. For me, I just stop doing it. For example, although I want to feel better physically, instead of starting a whole new diet, I am going to cut out things I know I shouldn't consume so much of. I have already told myself, I am no longer going to do this, therefore, the next time I am faced with the situation, I will just say, I don't need it. I've done that for some of the shitty people in my life. I just don't bother.