Laughing Out Loud

You will eventually fall on your face...

I am so proud of myself beyond imagination. As much as I like to think of how I have conquered you and your 3rd grade antics, I never tell you to your face. Now, you are stuck in a position where you are struggling. You don't know what to do because you've never been faced with rejection. You say I'm changing. Am I now?

Interesting enough, as I have openly voiced to my friends and family, you never really know a person. We all have ways of showing our emotions, even though it can be unclear what is trying to be relayed. I tend to try harder. Instead of voicing how I feel, I try to show it, in hopes that you understand what's going on. I try to non-verbally express something is wrong so that you can ask. However, after a long while, I realize that doesn't work.

By the time I come to realization, you've shat on me more than once. I don't get upset or angry...I just kill it with kindness. Plus, as I may have stated before, I don't want my name on the suicide note or documented in a courtroom. I remain a shoulder to lean on, a friend, all because you never know when you will need someone. Plus, I feel like it's always good to hear that "Thank you so much, even though I'm a jerk, asshole, dumbass, stupid mofo etc." Although, you may say it in that random hug as we separate or a random text message with a smiley.

I've always felt that it's not our right to correct someone. You don't learn that way. "You right" in the beginning, but in the end, I win.