Patience

Something I have a lot of...

So I'm ready to get into the business! I want it so bad now, more than ever, I think. I had a dream about it last night, and quite frankly, I was jealous of the individual that was in the dream with me, because she was involved (but working toward the ultimate goal), but she didn't have any rank. As a matter of fact, I don't even know how I ended up at there. But the point of the matter is, it was a random ass dream!

I'm just stuck as to what to do. I never had the chance to grow before. Now that I'm involving myself in a lot of different things, becoming exposed, I'm hoping that it will all take me somewhere, and in the end, put me at my ultimate goal. Ms. T doesn't want much, but honestly, I'm tired of listening to everyone else. I'm tired of guessing. Let's just DO and see what happens. In my mind, the worse that can happen is "Who is this chick?!"