The Truth

"Truth is......I like you. I've liked you for quite some time. Unfortunately, we could never establish a relationship due to our circumstances (whatever they were at that time). I don't think there is much to do about how I feel right now or what I want to do, because I really don't know how you feel or what you want to do. I mean, we always are acting stupid whenever we are around each other. My friends say to pursue it, and even those that know very little of me, even say, we need to hook up. What is your situation? Wait, I could be stepping on your toes. Let me step back. I'm sorry. Don't hate me....I have always felt that it is better to tell someone how you feel than to keep everything all bottled up. I think in the long run, that person will thank you even if he/she doesn't have the opportunity to tell you face-to-face. But they will always thank you when they tell your story to their child, friends, or grandchildren. Or while they are in a bind, that memory will play and joy will ring over their heart. They will always say how this girl/guy came up to me once and told me I was a sexy beast! I've just never said anything, because I'm just one of those people...Plus, again, circumstances...There are things that I dream about and some things I pursue, but with slight caution. I am tired of the games I play with others, and I just want to see where this will go. You feel me? I really don't mean to ramble, but ....I dream of the possibilities, without taking the risk. I want things to work out, but know that there are restrictions and limitations. Honestly, I blush everytime I think about you, I deny my feelings for you to my friends. I'm quite tired of running. I'm grown! I should be able to handle, but when it comes to you, I am weak. So that's why I am standing here, outside your door, while she sleeps in the other room. I just wanted you to think of me the next time she didn't come home when she said she would, or while you were at work in an intense meeting. I don't want to mess up anything the two of you have going. I would never want someone to step in on mine, especially if I knew how valuable that individual is. I'll leave you be. I just wanted to let you know what was in my heart, because you are forever on my mind...

I encourage everyone to step out of their comfort zone. Never be afraid to speak your mind or heart. Someone will be appreciative.