Arghhhhh

One dream is shattered...at least for this year...

We get too caught up in what each other is doing, we don't take a look inside and see who we are and what we are doing. That's why you have children wanting to be like 50 Cent. And nothing wrong with wanting to be like him, but you can't spell raper, unless you have two p's.

When I do plan things (which isn't very often), I do so in the wrong way. And even though it hurts to know the bad news, it's good news too! I now have time to plan for it again, possibly next year.

My head hurts so much from EVERYTHING! My contacts, my nerves, my 'unsuccessfulness', etc. I am trying my best to stay positive through this whole process. I feel like I can't take it, but I know that He will not place more on me than I can bear. This is my time to get closer to Him, and however it will be done, it will be done. I just need to stop and breathe deeply and concentrate on what I need to do in order to come out on top.