Planning

Just not my forte...

Regardless of what anyone says, planning is for the birds. When you plan, things don't happen. I was expecting certain things for my birthday, which has almost been over for an hour now, and I ended up with nothing. Expecting can be linked to planning, because you set yourself up for the okie doke, and nothing happens.

I mean, there is always tomorrow (and I do accept birthday wishes the day after), but once March 1st hits, it's a wrap! Just kidding!!! But I was disappointed. Life moves on. I'm sure that it will all be made up in due time. Plus, I think folks are mad at me or more like irritated and they need a break. I respect that.

One of my favorite people said to me that I need to get a hustle and start tutoring some kids or something, due to me finding out some info about my job. I really hadn't dwelled on it (my job) all day. It was more like I laughed at it, becasue I know that it is a very lucrative job and that I CAN do it, but I WARNED my employer when I interviewed that I am a little slow. And with the events that have happened since I've been home, I really, really, really haven't adjusted to being home and accepting some things the way they are.

God's hands...