Fetal Position

A tornado has hit...

Currently, Ms. T is trying to resolve her inner demons. I would love to be in an empty space, in fetal position for about three days. Unfortunately, I can't.

A friend of mine said, "You a good one! You don't stress about anything, especially money related." But technically, I do. I just don't verbally express it or really push myself to do anything about it, since I know everything will be okay. God is good and he will not place anything more on me than I can bear. I told my friend, maybe this is my time to think and meditate on what's next. I don't know.

Something does need to be done though. After today's mini (but big to me )incident, I told myself that the time is approaching very closely. I think this is why He hasn't blessed me with the gift of life (not that I am seeking it just yet), because I ain't (yes ain't) taking care of myself really. Not that I wouldn't take care of my responsibilities, but it's just not time....