100 Strong

Security...

This is my 100th post. I probably should have more than that, but hey...

Another reason I chose this title, is because a lot has been dwelling in the cubicles of my mind. Yes, my brain is divided in sectors. There is the CEO all the way down to the cleanup crew. Mainly, the focus has been finding security.

Security in my relationships: with God, men, my father, my mother, etc.
Security in my future: job, money, etc.
Security with myself: looks, vision of what I am supposed to be, etc.

When I thought the front and back entrances were on lockdown, the emergency exits were not. And the end result, all types of people and things running amok. Therefore, I am not quite functioning properly and am having trouble bringing things back to order.

But one good thing about eventually coming to order, I have a wonderful staff of people who are supporting me and my decisions, and regardless of the outcome, they aren't going to leave their desks and walk out of the front door. They are rooting me on! And I greatly appreciate that. When things are brought back together, I guarantee that you all will be greatly rewarded...I promise.