Overdue

Between my business and personal life, the two have somehow merged and have become overwhelming.

As I sit with my headphones playing the eclectic sounds of some of my favorite tracks, I thought it would be the best time to clear my mind!

Work:
Has changed drastically! Just a few months ago, I was being praised for my position and the possibility of advancing looked GREAT! Today, not so much! I've been quoted as 'not goal driven' when it comes to sales. I find that impossible to be said, based on the few visits given by our DM, AND that of someone who works within, who seemingly makes it seem as if she's the only person doing her job. When in fact, she's the laziest, and always has shit to say about what someone isn't doing! And when someone goes in on her, she gets offended and can't handle the truth, wants to cry to her indirect boss, and then...

There's my immediate boss! Love her to death! Without her giving me a call about an opening, there's no telling where I'd be right now! The problem with her, she's a Leo. I'm not going to go in detail about what I mean or how it relates to Pisces, but quite frankly, they talk a good game and settle without fight!

These two individuals butt heads often, in part to the whining coworker, who always has something to say, but when questioned, 'oh I was just joking'. Now, there are things going on with our indirect boss, stepping all out of line. If you want to be a manager, please inform the necessary people and they can act accordingly! I need you to not overstep your boundary and try to run a store because of Tantrum (that's going to be her new name).

I'm at the point now, where I realize my time is coming to an end! I can go into details about why, who and when, but I'm typing via BlackBerry. I just don't have the energy to type a 44-page essay on chain of command and staying in your lane!

Personal:
Hmmm...rollercoaster of emotions have cycled. I think because I get bored easily (my coworker says it's OCD) I'm ready to step into newer things! I've learned how to let go! I've learned how to cut certain emotions off for certain scenarios and people for that matter!

As much as I love the people in my life, I must move on! I have new ventures to try! I have new people to do (yeah I said it)! I have new feelings to experience! Right now, things are patchy and I am unsure! It can only get worse! I'm preparing myself for it now.

My life has to be in order and hanging on to some people and things keeps me from advancing! Once everything starts to play out, I should be good to go! It starts with me!

So with all the drama at work, and the changes being made in my personal life, I can say...it's well overdue!