Monday, July 03, 2006

Fuck Toy
As she listened, she cried. This wasn't the first time she heard his song, and she knew it wouldn't be the last. It was the story of her life. Everyone she had ever been with; all of her friends, her associates, her enemies, her lovers...she felt used. She had been abused by a man she never knew. She was drawn to men that would always have an excuse for every little thing, and she still accepted them. She hung around people that only needed her for something other than a friendship. She was a fuck toy. She finally gave up and gave in! She ran out of batteries. She stopped operating after he hung up the phone...after she lost what she thought were her friends...as she never got the information she was seeking from the people she most adored.


As she looked back on her life, she became empty. She turned callous. She decided to never let her guard down, regardless of how genuine the next person was. No longer would anyone be able to read her. No longer could they see how easy she is. She put her middle finger up and said, "Fuck the world!" She walked out and never looked back...it was too late...she was gone.

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