Time

Find it in your pocket...

It's interesting how it goes by. Time, that is. I understood what my uncle meant when he said it, and still do, but I don't think others understand.

Your time, doesn't consume my life. My time consumes mine. You shouldn't always depend on me to stop mine for yours. You should use your's more wisely. Plus, as if my voicemail doesn't say, "Please leave a message after the tone and I will get back to you as soon as possible." Well, if you don't do that, how can I call you back. You're not above leaving a message. But you can shoot me IMs saying how I am and you don't want to talk to me anymore...It's not that serious, never was, and never will be. Trust me, I don't believe you and it doesn't bother me. Another person will fill your shoes, whether they are exactly like you or not. I don't have the energy to focus on you!

I have surgery in 2 days, I am on my period (which has kept me drained and sleepy) and I'm trying to keep motherfuckers off my back! So tell me what busy means to you?! Oh, that's right, you think that I am just sitting at the computer all day, busy doing nothing. You think I watch television, being busy sitting on my ass all day. You think that I am looking at the flies fly by outside my window, being busy. OH, that's right, I'm just not that type of person to be busy doing something...that's what you said, right?! Fuck you! If you took the time to stop trying to make people like you, which they already do, and stop trying to be the "perfect person", maybe you'd feel a little better about yourself and treat others better. No one gives a shit about you because you don't know how to treat people but like shit. You talk to them any ol' kind of way and don't care.

Do know that, we ARE alike, and I will challenge you toe to toe. I will not back down. I never have and never will, against ANYBODY! You are no exception to the rule. Grow the fuck up, get your life right, then holla at me, when you understand what I mean! Time is NOT on your side.