In Retrospect

Thinking back on it....

Just in general, I sometimes get stuck thinking back on it. I think about how life could have been if....I hadn't gotten with Larry...I had my father present in my life...I hadn't gone to Harvard. Wait...I didn't go to Harvard! But what if I had?!

In retrospect, what if I hadn't said the things that I said to the people that trust the most? What if I ran track while in high school? What if I went to a differnet high school? What if the friends I had were my enemies? What if the friends I have are my enemies?! It seems like the ones I hardly know, are really the closest to me. I have gained so much within the last year, that I don't know how to handle it all. Like I said before, I don't regret anything that has happened in my life. There are just some things...In retrospect.